♥ how strong do you think I am...... .♥

So Ive had some sort of an "awakening" over the past couple weeks.
I guess I've just put up this perception that everybody around me is invincible. Nobody else has problems. Nobody else struggles with things. Nobody else has flaws.. you get where I'm going with this right? Anyways.. I guess I just think that I'm the only that struggles with things and has to deal with the "Real world" (and not the TV show kids...) and has issues with different things. I think growing up in the LDS church also.. I think that if people go to church... they don't struggle with things, well I most definitely have realized... nobody is perfect and things that I struggle with.. somebody else is struggling with 10 times more than I could even imagine. I know I'm not perfect and I've definitly had my down falls.. i'll be the first to admit that. I think that I just didnt let myself see that EVERYBODY struggles with things and that I'm definitely not alone with things... and that nobody is as strong as we think they are.

~*~ " How Strong Do You Think I Am " ~*~
By: Alexz Johnson.

"How Strong Do You Think I Am?"

If I don't cry, Do you think I don't feel?
If I look away, it doesn't mean I don't see,
And just because I want someone when I'm alone,
Doesn't mean I'm helpless,
That I can't stand on my own.

How far can we go before we break?
How long can I wait?

How strong do you think I am?
How much can I take of this?
Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist?
Or the breath at the end of a kiss?
How deep do you want to go, because I'll go there if I can,
You make it harder than it has to be,
How strong, how strong do you think I am

It's so hard to tell,
What's in your heart,
What you keep to yourself,
Is tearing me apart,
And should I be afraid,
To dream about you?
And if you feel the same,
What you going to do?

How far can we go before we break?
How long can I wait?

How strong do you think I am?
How much can I take of this?
Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist?
Or the breath at the end of a kiss?
How deep do you want to go, because I'll go there if I can,
You make it harder than it has to be,
How strong, how strong do you think I am

If I move in any closer,
If you let go and give yourself away,
and if we let this happen to us,
Everything will change.

How strong do you think I am?
How much can I take of this?
Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist?
Or the breath at the end of a kiss?
How deep do you want to go, because I'll go there if I can,
You make it harder than it has to be,
How strong, how strong,
How strong do you think I am?
How much can I take of this?
Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist?
Or the breath at the end of a kiss?
How deep do you want to go, because I'll go there if I can,
You make it harder than it has to be,
How strong, how strong, how strong, how strong do you think I am?